I’m soo excited!


Today I’m going to an awesome party Back 2 the 90’s and I’m só excited about this. I used to visit a lot of party’s when I was younger and those moments have been some of the greatest in my life. These days I experience regular party’s a bit different because I’m old as fuck. But this party will be one where I will be among my peoplez again. Less people that are mostly concerned about how they look and more people that are there to have a good time. Also a thing about vibes. And to top it of, I’m going with two of the coolest women I know that I also used to party a lot with years ago. I love Angela and Dionne both a lot and I’m looking forward to having a good time with them in a setting like this. I feel an excitement in my body that I haven’t felt in a long time and it feels freakin’ awesome. Every time I had this feeling in the past it meant a good time was ahead. And I really need that. Some people visit a therapist  every so often for years on end. Other try to find their answers in church. Personally I decided long ago to stop looking for answers and create some sort of escape valve for nasty shit that opens up at party’s like this just by the means of dancing. And that helps me therapeutic wise, it’s a good exercise and I can really use more of those also, so physically it drains from me but mentally it charges me up and makes me deal with everyday life a lot better. Oh and there’s also the drugs of course. Drugs are fun.

I started to get myself in the right vibe by watching this video from a previous time, and I’m realizing at this very freakin’ moment that I’m happy. Life is good. Let’s enjoy it while we can!